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[Oct. 25th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
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| | forget my namee | ] |
www.blurty.com/~_kissmesoftly_
^^ neww journal.. =] ^^
i love you so effing much
words cannot explain<|3
$ . t . $ <|3 =[
xox nikki xox <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
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| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the olympics - tV ..* | ] |
ahh hes like a big brother 2 me...
so y am i starting to have feelings for him?!?!??
AHHH sum1 plzz f-ing help me!
puerto GREEKan ... lol partnUh
<3 Nikki |
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| 1st day of sch0ol |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|06:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | love me 4 me <3- ashlee simpson | ] |
hay...
2day was tha first day of school...
it was pretty good except 4 my electives which sukk monkey nutsz but besidesz that it was ok.. i got 2 see evry1 especially my sexy beast steven, madd sexy ryan, and boobie morgan!!! ilug <3<3<3 n teach got big package rite morgan? lmao jp.. maybe.. hehehe
i want to have wild hot sex with steven!! oh yeah orgy baby all tha way!
and ryan is my teddy bear.. that means he gets to sleep widd me!! <3lol jpjp
and cnt 4get bout my boobie which i luv so0 f-ing much
im kinda happy 2 b bak in school.. i get 2 chyllz with evry1 all ovr again! this yr is gunna b soo gr8.. especially widdout glasses.. hella yeah!!!!!
gotta go eat dinndinn <3 you all
love always.. NiKkI
<|3-- i dunno how i feel anymore ? |
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| YEY!! |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|04:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | LeaVE GeT OuT <|-- JoJo | ] |
YAY!! OMG SCHOOL IS STARTIN TOMORROW ! IM SOO EXCITED...
* s a r c a s m *
i gotta madd good class <|-- stephii morgan ryan etc etc . soo excited!!!
<3 i love stephanie! <3
tEeHeEhEe <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
summer is over.. the tans will fade.. but the memories will ALWAYS remain!
<3 always Nikki <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|12:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ashlee simpson-- undiscovered <|33 | ] |
hilary duff concert was great!!! i met hilary and haylie n took a pic widd them!! they r soo f-ing pretty!!!i actually had fun!!! when was the last time u heard me say i had fun?? its been a while =)=\
Team 8E
Language Arts
Chorus
Spanish 2
Algebra 1 Honors
Comp Science
US History
^^leave a comment n lemme know if ur in my class or whut team ur on =)^^
i got contacts..YAY!! =)
HeaRtBrokEN <|33
i hate you
but i love you
i have no idea WTF to do!?
=( =( =(
Today is my grandmas funeral and yesterdasy was the viewing and i wasn't there ='(
RIP Grandma Pilosi
WELL i g2g get my hairr dyd...
xox love always n forever.. xox
Nikki <3 <3 <|33<|33 |
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| RIP :-( |
[Aug. 11th, 2004|07:11 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
R.I.P
grandma Pilosi
you will be so missed
=( =( =( !!!!
i love you :'( |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|08:25 pm] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | shadow-ashlee simpson | ] |
i was 6 yrs old
when my parents went away
i was stuck inside
a broken life
i couldnt wish away
she was beautiful
she had everything n more
and my escape was hiding out
and running for the door
livin in the shadow
of someone else's dream
tyring to find a hand to hold
but every touch felt cold to me
living in a nightmare
a neverending sleep
All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
^ thats dedicated to my brother^
today was ONE of my worst daysz.. well every day is bad..
i had to deal with my brother bossing me around every second of the damn day until mikey stood up 4 me... whut a surprise.... god why cant my life just end rite now? i reeli dun wanna live anymore |
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[Aug. 6th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lil flip -- sunshine | ] |
it sukz so much to kno the one u like soo much dun lik u bak.. ughh i hate this feeling....
all i've been doin since i got home from pennsylvania was work 4 my dad.. which meanz..money.. but i miss PA sfm!!! n i guess i cnt wait 2 start school 4 one reason.. meet new guysz.. =\ n now thanks 2 mikey every1 @ my dadsz store thinksz i like him n i dun .. im in deep shytt :-x!!
it was tha weirdest thingg...
i went to walmart to get my nephewsz sumthin 4 their birthday.. n i ran in2 derek n hesz like wutsz up i was soo amaazed i saw him.. he styll ugly but i was in shock i was lyk.. ooo mmm ggg!!
i miss you d33 :'( |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|07:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ashlee simpson-- shadow =( | ] |
hayy...
i havent relle had the time 2 update in herre but nuthin much happened so yeah...
i went 2 fort myerz beach saturday-sunday... fun fun fun... n then monday i started workin 4 my dad cuz i got so bored n tuesday i went 2 OPAs widd my cousin form ny and her friendsz.. it waz ok i guess... but sumthin has been missin in me.. n i feel soo bad inside n nuthin can chnge that.. well one thing can but screw that shyt cuz im nr gunna get him anywaysz... n mikeys a PAIN!!! hesz soo annoyin i swere he lyk flirtsz widd me n i trii 2 b mean 2 him 2 make him go away n he juszz keepsz on pissin me off... n hes jealous cusz i lyk another guy n ugh my life is sucha mess.. so much shit is goin on in my lyfe n i just needa find a way 2 b happy for once |
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| verii long surveyy |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|10:28 am] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | flap your wingsz..nelly | ] |
0001.What are your initials? NS
0002. Were you named after anyone? idunno
0003. What is your full name? Nikki Stavrinos
0004. What is/are your favorite color(s)? pink n black..
0005. What is your natural hair color? brown
0006. What color are your eyes? brown
0007. Where do you live? parkland..florida..us
0008. How many ear piercings do you have? 2 ..ears
0009. What is your height? 5'2-ish
0010. When did you last cry? prob last nite
0011. If you were making a movie about yourself, what kind of a movie would it be? a sad one where the gurl dies in the end..=\
0012. Who are you jealous of? no one.
0013. What do you look for out of life? nothing
0017. What is the sexiest thing a guy/girl can wear? nothing
0019. Are you passive or aggressive? prob both
0020. Who is your idol? um...idunno
0021. Who is your second family? oo i have a lot
0023. Are you afraid of anything? yeh.. heartbreak
0024. What is/are your nickname(s)? i hav a lot... juzz 2 name a few... jigga.. G*unit.. eskimo..nikkquita...mellon...partnuh...kiki..oo soo many
0025. How much money would it take before you kissed a member (your choice) of the same sex on the lips? haha.. idun care as long as its a reasonable price ;-)
0026. What are you worried about right now? not gunna reeli saw
0027. Missed school because it was raining? actually yeah lol
0030. What is your talent? i dunno if i hav any lol
0031. Who knows all your secrets? myself.. maybe deanna..zach knows most of them but sum of them he just cant know =\
0032. Who was the last person you cried with? deanna when i had 2 leave =(
0033. When was the last time you showered? last ntie
0035. What are the last 4 numbers in your phone #? house-8470 cell-5916
0036. What was the last thing that you ate? pretzels
0037. What was the last thing you drank? water
0039. How's the weather right now? sunny
0040. How old are you? 13
0041. When's your birthday? June 25
0042. Who is the last person you talked to online? morgan n zach
0043. Who do you trust the most? zach
0044. Who are your 5 closest friends? zach morgan steven* but hes mad @ me :-(* emily ali
0045. What is your astrology sign? cancer
0046. What is your favorite clothing store? delias..actually debs but i dunno if we have one heree lol
0047. What is the last movie you saw? badder santa
0048. What is the most important thing in life? self..confidence..which i dont think i have 2 much of
FAVORITE..
0049. Ice cream flavor? cookies n cream
0050. Cold drink? iced tea
0051. Hot drink? tea/coffee/hot chocolate
0052. Family member? deanna n gabz.. DADDIO
0053. Clothing brand/store? too many
0054. Season? summer
0055. Movie? white chickz.. lol
0056. Toy as a child? o i dunno
0057. Subject? um..none
0058. Song? tons of 'em
0059. TV show? newlyweds n ashlee
DO YOU..
0060. Snore? no
0061. Cry? yea
0062. Wear overalls? no but if i wanteed 2 smoke sum wheat widd dee i shoud wear overallsz
0063. Think you're strong emotionally? i guess so
0064. Feel understood most of the time? no
0065. Believe in God? yes
0066. Believe in magic? sumtimes
0067. Believe in myths? iunno
0068. Look like any celebrities? idunno prob not
0069. Like sarcasm? not reeli
0070. Trust others? most of the time but i shoudnt
0071. Like sappy love songs? yeah
0072. Think looks matter? sumtimes
0073. Find yourself attractive? no
0074. Think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? i dun care botu that shiat
0075. Wish on stars? used2
0076. Like your handwriting? sumtimes
0077. Sleep with any stuffed animals? YES I SLEEP WITH CODY!
0078. Write in cursive or print? both
0079. Have glasses or braces?glasses
0080. Drive? yes
0081. Have any siblings? 3 brothersz
082. Have A cell/beeper? cell
EVER..
0083. Cried during a flick? Yes
0084. Acted so stupid it was embarassing? probably
0085. Had an imaginary friend?no
0086. Had a crush on a teacher? uh no
0087. Found a cartoon character attractive? nope
0088. Been so drunk you blacked out? yeah lol
0089. Gone out in public in your pajamas? yes
0090. Owned a New Kids on the Block tape? no
0091. Planned your week based on the TV Guide? no.
0092. Been on stage? yes.
0093. Gotten in a car accident? nope
0094. Gotten anyone's autograph? yup
0095. Met anyone famous? yup
0097. Thought seriously about committing suicide? um...
0098. Cut yourself purposely? uh....
0099. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? um probably
0100. Been on radio or television? yeah
0101. Intentionally hurt another person? probably
0102. Set any body part on fire for amusement? umm.. idunno lol
0103. Gone skinny dipping? yeah 1nce
0104. Have you ever gone snorkling? no
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU..
0105. Cried? yes
0106. Cut your hair? nope
0107. Worn a skirt? wearin 1 now
0108. Been mean? yeah
0109. Been sarcastic? Yes
0110. Went out of your house? yes
0111. Called someone? Yes
0112. Talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
0113. Missed someone? omg yes!
0114. Played truth or dare? nope
0115. Watched a sunrise or sunset? no
0116. Went to the beach? no
THIS OR THAT
0117. Me or you? you
0118. Coke or pepsi? pepsi
0119. Day or night? both
0120. Aol or aim? aim
0121. Cd or cassette? cd
0122. Dvd or vhs? dvd
0123. Jeans or khakis? jeans
0124. Car or truck? car
0125. Tall or short? in between
0126. Lunch or dinner? dinner
0127. N*sync or Backstreet Boys? neither
0128. Britney or Christina? both i guess
0129. Gap or Old Navy? old navy
0130. Lipstick or lip gloss? lipgloss
0131. Silver or gold? gold
0132. Alcohol or weed? alcohol
0133. Lefty or righty? lefty
0134. Thugs or preppies? thugsz
THE PAST
0135. What is the one thing you would change about your past? alot
0136. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life? o i made a lot
0138. Last thing you saw? sum1 imin me?
0139. Last thing you said? "ha ha ha"
0140. Who is the last person you saw? my mom
0141. Who is the last person you kissed? uh....
0142. Who is the last person you hugged? my dad
0143. Who is the last person you fought with? mom
0144. What is the last song you heard? my happy ending :'(
0145. Which grammar school did you graduate from? if only i knew whut that wus
0146. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? my brother
The PRESENT
0147. What are you wearing? shirt n skirt
0148. What are you doing? holding cody
0149. Who are you talking to? morgan n zach .. etc etc
0150. What song are you listening to? my happy ending
0151. Where are you? my brothers room
0152. Who are you with? no1 but my teddy.. cody... oo lala
0153. Are you online? yea
0154. How are you feeling? bored n upset
0155. Are you in a chat room? no
THE FUTURE
0156. What day is it tomorrow? um..friday i think?
0157. What are you doing tomorrow? i dunno, ask me tomorrow
0158. What are you going to do after this? talk to my boobie
0159. Who are you going to talk to? boobie
0160. Where are you going to go? ...IDUNNO i dun like these damn questionsz
0161. How old will you be when you graduate? iunno
0162. What do you wanna be? a vet i think... n according to mikey i have 2 b a race car driver
0163. What is one of your dreams? 2 f^&* _ _ _ _
0164. Where will you be in 25 years? hopefully doin whut i say above
LOVE
0165. Do you have a crush? oh yes
0166. Does he/she like you back? oh no
0167. How long have you liked him/her? um idunno
0168. Why and what do you like about him/her? i have NO idea
0169. If you're single, why are you single? bc i just am
0170. How long was your longest relationship? um.. 5 months on and off with sebastian
0171. How long was your shortest relationship? prob like 5 min lol
0172. Who was your first love? uh ohh... i dun wanna say
0173. What do you miss about them? um...
0174. Have you told him/her that you like them? yeah
0175. What do you think of the person who sent this to you? iunno
0176. Would you consider going out with him/her (if the opposite sex)? nope.
0177. Do you consider him/her a good friend? nope.
0178. What would you consider to be the perfect gift? if i moved up to PA
0179. Do you consider Valentine`s Day to be a main holiday? No
0180. What celebrity could you see yourself with? USHER
0181. If you had to choose one person in the world right now to spend the rest of your life with, who would it be? uh.. _ _ _ _
0182. Do you think you`ve been in love yet? idunno if it was really as true as i thought it waas
0183. Have you ever been hurt by someone you liked? omg yes.. cough cough CODY. cough cough
0184. What will ur kids' names be? i cnt plan that now
0185. What is your sexual preference? umm.. iunno
OTHERS
0208. You want this survey to stop? yep
0209. What are you waiting for? a lot
0210. What do you think of this survey? long
0211. Are you tired? yes
0212. Ever want to do surveys again? yah good 4 when ur bored
0213. Any last words? i<3 _ _ _ _ |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|08:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | slow motion *.* | ] |
i dunno whut i got myself intoo....
anywayz...i miss pennsylvania it waz more fun than herre...
im goin 2 sannibell or w/e saturday
o n juzz so evry1 knowsz.. knee grow... thatz me n my cousinz inside joke!!!!!!!!!=)
deanna i hav so much to tell u =)
<3****<3!!!!!!!!!
xox love nikki xox |
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| deanna! |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|02:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | jealous | ] |
Deanna Michelle Jean Dragon o god do i love u so much!!!we had the best times.. i made u pee ur pantsz haha I HATE 2 BREAK THE PARTY BUT..*breathes deeply* "MOM I CANT BELIEVE ITS NOT BUTTER", coloring, IT'S yrbook picture, IT!, so many more
ilu2d!!
i miss you do much already
cnt wait til summer '05 maybe by then i'll be over 'HIM'! u kno who i mean
</3 love nikki =\ </3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 25th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | movie = white chicks | ] |
i feel like im losing my grip..
everything keeps fallin and i juzz hav no reason 2 live
evry1 keeps getttin mad @ me
cody-- ive aPOlogized 5 million timesz n u styll wont accept it..all i wanna do is b friendsz but evrytime i trii 2 make sumthin better u make it worse for urself
im so sorry steven
and im sorry cody :-\
PLEASE forgive me
LeAve a coMment plz
</3 heartbroken..i think im falling 4 u
.love.nikki. |
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| IM SO SORRY |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i love deanna... and.... ?? | ] |
cody im soo sorry :-\
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
^^ dedicated to you cody... im reeli sorry 4 w/e i did i reeli didnt mean 2 u mean alot 2 me i want u 2 kno that n im gunna miss u soo badly n sorry we coudnt do the deal :'( next timee.. thatz if u r up 4 it.. probly not tho since u h8 me rite bout now :'( im sorry xoxoxxo :-* plz forgive me
2morrow morning im leavin 2 go bak home=(=(=(
im gunna miss my jigga soo badly i luv her soo much!!! ilusfm deanna michelle dragon dun change one bitt!!! |
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| PISSED!!! |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|03:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 2 pissed 2 listen 2 anythin | ] |
me and dee are cuffing PISSED mann!!
we spent like 2 hrs of our life 4 nothin
15 min walkin 2 tha damn school
1/2hr waitin 4 ur ass
15 min sittin there
15 min walkin in the woodz widd u doin shit!
WTF WAS THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish i never met yu.. i reeli do
... yu ruined ur chances u cuffin fagg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3*o i dunno
<3 nikKi |
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| boringg dayy |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|05:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | anxiety--black eyed peasz | ] |
...im in pennsylvania
im leavin sunday
i miss emily SFM!1 my mellon/partnuh fo sho my hoe ilu aaf em!
n i <3 steven hes the nicest sweetest person evr ! i swere ilu to0 much steven
sebastian STILL hasnt called me..god damn boii wtf is takin u so0 longg?
i wanna hang out widd cody tomorrow.. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN CODY!
anywayz... im waitin 4 deanna 2 get her ass bak her from babysittin..soo yeahh iighty
xxo love nikki oxx
im gettin ho0ked on yo0 :-\ <3 yu kno who u r
i feel like i wanna smack sumbody
turn around and bitch slap sumbody
but i aint goin out bro
no no no
aint givin in2 it
no no no
-.:: anxiety
by::. black eyed peaz
take away my anxiety...* |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|06:37 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
me n cody gotta GOOD deal!!!!!
besides that.. umm..yeahh okk
im pissed!! sebastian hasnt called me in 2 weeks!! MORON!! kk g2g
xox love nikki xox |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|12:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | deanna talkin bout sumttin :-x | ] |
"uh theres a problem.. he's a
head, shoulders, knee grow, knee grow
head, shoulders, knee grow, knee grow
eye and ear big lips, flat nose
HEAD, SHULDERS, KNEE GROW, KNEE GROW"
lmao dee we r tha best @ makin songs hehe
saturday was the alumni thingy for my grandpa.. me n my cousinz danced or sumttin n no damn old ppl appreciated it ..o well... and then me n dee went in2 the woodz n talked n walked n came bak 2 herr house n then we chilled
2daiiz my cousinz graduation partii.. wahoo congrats adrienne! :-)
anyways..
i miss sum verii special ppl
ok well..i shoud run 2 tha park partii startz @ 1!!!whoopsz a lil to0 late
<3-iLu!.!
love.. nikki |
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